'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

the ugly-ness-est of my face..
Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 5:05 AM



Nikki, you shaved-headed, carrion guzzling vulture!


<- PLEASE, HATE THE FACE. :D


Only the best actresses can smile in the face of an insult. I was downtrodden for the sixteenth time and I am loving it. Yea wow like fuck. Okay,you know this. You don't want to be compared to anyone,either. You think? But.... But.... fine. I don't give a damn. I don't have a hold-it-don't-drop-it right to say anything about anyone. -mouth shut-


Well, I went to Koo yesterday. Had dinner with Kiko's Family, @ their farm and slept in their house for a night then the next day,hopped to school to check my grades. GOOOOOOOODDD thing I passed all of my subjects,but I sucked in istatisiks. Yeah,WE DID. Ooppz, I mean SOOOOME of US did. Still I feel great because that *h** subject and yours truly will never ever meet again, as in ehvuuh!

I will post my BBDBC Story,love notes for my MEDtech lovey doveys and some nonsense-harsh-ess stuffs later.




His property.
Saturday, October 24, 2009, 7:40 AM



COMMITTED. Totally and with all his being.




19th year. thank you very much!
Monday, October 19, 2009, 5:16 AM


-message for the people who made my day-



hey MEDTECH '08.

i just wanna thank all of you for doing such things like what you did last sunday,my day. :D
it is indeedly,overwhelming.
when i opened my door and i was o_O and witness your great,great combined ideas.
thank you to yvon.karen,kenneth,joanne,learie,vince,jonelle,bea,cherry,sir babar and kuya gian. (oh my,please tell me if someone's missing,okay?)

thank you jed,gerlie,poy,ann,ainee,edward for waiting,and ofcourse to the mastermind TATAY,my superbestmega and awesome-est boyfriend.

i am stunned,seriously. that was one of the most-best-happiest-est birthdays i ever had in my entire life. thank you Allah. :D

i love you guys!
i love you kiko!

-nikki

-posted in medtech site,my FS account,my blog and facebook-




The Lost Years
Monday, September 28, 2009, 2:32 AM

I had entered stupidity in my high school years and did became the worst,worst,worst Nikki.

"She's Nothing" was a constant refrain.
Some people would know this because they were there and I can't blame them if until now they think that's all I've got.

Rediscovering the truths for myself through my treasured friends, superbest friend Eunice Libante and Allah, helped me a lot. And indeed, finding Nikki much better than before.

And for Eunice, oh Allah please bless her more. I had no idea she would contribute as much as she really did. I thank you so much. I heart you so.

Geez. I don't wanna blog about this at all. But anyways, it's already here. It's not unwritten. :D




Gonna shoot myself bang bang.
Friday, September 18, 2009, 5:17 PM

Well, hello everyone. How are you people? What's new? && what's hot? =D

My first term as a Medical Technology student will be ending soon. Tick,tock,tick,tock. Few days left and we're all gonna say farewell to our DIFFICULT SUBJECTS. Darn! This is so hard. It requires a lot of planning or effort to do. I don't know. I feel so tired right now. Everything seemed to be so slow moving and I can't wait 'til the finals end. I'm so craving for a long,long rest. Tired and pressured, absolutely. I guess I'm not in the mood to scan my notes, I feel like my life will end any minute from now or maybe I'm just over thinking everything. O_O

I REALLY HOPE I CAN SURVIVE.
Ohh gravity,please don't pull me so hard. I need to get up and continue..


PLUS I can't think straight because of some NON-SENSE MATTERS, just like this post.
SO NONSENSE.




Take a look inside. XD
Friday, September 4, 2009, 3:19 AM

How's life? It's our Nth monthsary. :D && i wanna share a new post from Kiko. Thanks for this.

SHE LOOK PERFECT TONIGHT - kiko 09/02/09

We had a fight. Not a fight, i mean a misunderstanding. Tell me why or how i can't be so proud of her. She has always been a wonderful person to me and she will always be my princess.

After hours of hoarding myself not to mind her, I finally swallowed my pride and make peace with her. It's not a deep reason that I decided to see her. It's just that I don't like the agony to enjoy itself over our relationship for too long. I want to be happy in this life, and in order to be happy, i should exert energy to be happy. But what can I do, seeing her happy is what makes me happy the most.

Thus, I went in her place. I check first if she's there. Then I leave for a while to buy a food that she miss to eat. She told me, her father and she oftentimes stop and eat it, in their place. It's "beef batchoy". When I called for a transportation I rode together with an old woman. Not trying to be rude or to intervene with her transaction going to the Capitol, I asked if maybe we could stop for just a minute in a flower shop, I "need" to buy a flower for her. Luckily the old woman granted my request. The old woman said to me "seryoso na gid na." I smiled at her and said "opo". In my mind, I imagined her together with her husband when they were like us. Maybe she also smiled at me for a reason that she recall their moments together. I sincerely hope we could grow old together, ASHIA-GOD-KELVIN. (Exception in the between, GOD. He is outside of time, He will never grow old.)

When i went back to her place, she was gone. She went to school. Don't know what to think. I asked someone to text her. Even without the assurance that she would still come back or would like to see me. Fortunately,she came. I handed over the rose (white). We talked first about the problem to clear things completely. Hmmpf... Why does she have to be NEGATIVE at how things would go. I can't blame growth or personal development, that's how she caught up with it. But at least she swore that she is willing to bring out what's best there is of her, I am the very person to support her along the way.

We watched movie, the Orphan. We ate chicken barbeque, 3 rice and 2 softdrinks. We walked up to her place and shared with me "The Proposal", and please excuse me but I can't help starring at her beautiful face and gorgeously cut black hair. And how i noticed her laughters when I look at her eyes, or even the way she flip her hair. "NapapaNGA-NGA, 2lo laway ako mga tol!" I felt like it was the day I first saw her in this world and she look so perfect tonight.
Thank you GOD, I'm so blessed to have her.

- Mmmmmmmyyyyyy. :D Thank you so much Kiko!!!!! I never felt like this before.
Happy monthsary! I am so blessed too having you, sharing my life with you. Oh GOD. He's a gift. Thank you! Thank you!




define her in one word.
Saturday, June 20, 2009, 1:40 AM

Kiko wrote this last night, habang inaantay niya na makatulog ako. ;)
It's about what we did during Alyssa's 18 birthday bash. check it out.

DEFINE HER IN ONE WORD
kiko

There is a game spin a bottle. I believe most of us already knew the mechanics of the game. I am with the one I love when I joined that game.

One of the questions raised in the game was "If you are to define the one you love(Nikki), what would it be?" The question was not for me... but if it had been to me, I might have headache thinking what. It is not that I cannot find the right word to define her but it's just that I will not define her. Because if I did, it seems like I put limit to her totality, as if I capsulized her whole being in just a word. Like for example, sweet. But she is not only sweet, she is kind, intelligent, tremendously caring.

Words cannot define the one I love and she is far beyond who you think she is.

- Naaakkkksss! So sweet. Thanks Kiko. Nay's very much overwhelmed.